Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Saturday, October 27, 2012
A Word from Our Temi
Temi and her Big Girl Sippy |
Temi's favorite activity is leaving. She likes to bolt out open doors. Wave bye bye. She even created and sang her own bye bye song as her and Daddy were leaving for work yesterday. Sometimes, she will even grab me or Daddy's finger and lead us to the apartment door.
Temi on the phone with her Nana |
And now, a word from our Temi: rrc 4x4eelweplelell2w121,m
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Momfessions #4
These cravings for pizza, Popeye's Chicken and cheesesticks are taking over and driving me beyond insane. I may have to sell Todd and Temi soon....
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
You Can't Save a Brother that Don't Wanna Be Saved
"[When are you gonna learn, you can't] keep trying to save a brother that don't wanna be saved."I don't know why this line stuck out to me, but ever since I first saw Jason's Lyric, it did. And since then I've quoted it countless times - to family, to friends, to myself.
Today is one of those days where I need to say it to myself again. I'm surrounded by people that need to be saved but for one reason or another they don't want to be and it hurts.
I have super high expectations for the people that I choose to allow in my life. For those people that I have no choice, there are a select few that I hold in high regards. For all the jokes and $h!t talking that goes on in my family, I come from a lot of talented individuals - I have people that have recorded multiple hit records, went on tours, rapped and sang with celebrities, owned successful businesses, played pro sports, became successful career people, taught celebrities, have amazing singing/writing/acting skills, could've owned their own restaurant, etc. There's a lot to be proud of in my family.
These great people bred great people. Unfortunately, I got to watch so much of that greatness die by the wayside. It's disheartening. But really it's heartbreaking to watch someone you love, someone with such great greatness, destroy themselves. And lately, it seems like the people that I care about a lot are getting destroyed and it's hard to pretend like I don't care or that I'm not affected.
I'm all about accountability and consequences for your actions. It's hard to have sympathy for someone that put themselves in a bad situation, no matter how jacked up it gets. But at the same time, I want better for them. Why? Because I know they're capable of better. I want to remove them from the situation they're in. I want to remove all their vices and distractions. I want to slap them upside the head and say "Hey stupid! Wake up. Don't you see you're killing yourself?! Don't you see you're hurting the people around you?! We love you but you have got to do better. You have got to get it together!!!" But I know that will do no good.
There is only one Savior and His name isn't Taija Jenkins. I know at the end of the day, I can't keep tryna save a brother that don't wanna be saved. So I'm forced to sit on the sidelines and watch those I love go through what I feel is unnecessary troubles, drama and destruction and hope and pray to God that they get it together before it's too late. And that hurts like hell!
Monday, October 15, 2012
The Wheels on the Bus
Cold Turkey. I had decided a while ago that I was going to start weaning Temi. Our morning routine was just horrible and I could use the extra 15-20 min that I spent nursing doing something else. So Todd and I talked about it and we decided we'd give her a sippy full of milk in the morning instead of nursing. Temi took it with no problem. I don't remember what happened, but something did and I ended up nursing again. It was just easier. So we were back to our old habits. Well fast forward a couple months and I noticed that my milk was decreasing. My supply wasn't keeping up with demand I tried pumping and nursing more...nada. We were starting to go through our stash. So we decided to start supplementing. Since almond milk is much sweeter than cow's milk, we dilute it with water. Doesn't matter, Temi drinks it all the same (Mommy's milk and almond milk that is.) That was working for a while. I was able to pump and just freeze what I pumped to build up my stash. Then all of a sudden, I wasn't getting anything when I pumped. Temi was still getting something when she nursed, but sessions were becoming increasingly longer. So I decided to stop. Cold turkey. The first day when Temi started pulling on my shirt. I sat her down and fixed her a cup really quick. No problem. We continued the next few days like that. So far so good. Over the weekend, she was cranky and I was so tempted to nurse her for comfort, but I didn't. No sense in backtracking or confusing her. I did make the mistake of accidentally "teasing" her. So I had to work with distracting her and wearing extra layers of clothes. Besides just wanting to lay on my chest and cuddle. We survived.
Beep, Beep. Get out the Way. Thanks to my
*Daddy sound effects sold separately.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
What's Cookin Doc?
I completely forgot to post last week's menu but in case anyone's looking for ideas I'll post it at the bottom. This week I'm trying my hand at a few new recipes. I'm also happy to report that I knew I would have to cook extra food this time around so we try to plan accordingly and bought extra groceries and we managed to still meet our budget. :-) This is one happy mama over here!!!
October 14-20
Soul Food Nite – Greens (I'm going to try my hand at it. Let's see how this turns out), Mac N Cheese, Baked Pork Chops
Italian Nite – Stuffed Pasta Shells, Pan-fried Chicken
Remix Tuesday –
Soup/Salad Nite – Chicken & Biscuits (Again a New Recipe)
Mexican Nite – Chipotle Burrito Bowl (I was supposed to make this before but ended up ordering pizza :-()
Fried Goodness Nite – Fried Chicken, Fries, Salad
Pizza Nite – Try a local pizzeria
October 7-13
Soul Food Nite – Dressing, Green Beans & Potatoes, Baked Chicken (I used sweet potato cornbread for the dressing and I have to say that this meal was AWESOME!)
Italian Nite – Pan-seared parmesan garlic pork cubes, Naked Spaghetti, Salad (New recipe and it turned out great)
Remix Tuesday – We ordered pizza that night. We didn't have any left overs and I didn't feel like cooking
Soup/Salad Nite – Asparagus & Cheese Soup (New recipe turned out really good)
Mexican Nite – Chimichungas (I used spinach tortillas and added rice....AWESOME!)
Fried Goodness Nite – Beer battered fish, fries, salad*
Pizza Nite – Try a local pizzeria*
*Because we went out for Erica's birthday on Friday, I was going to substitute Friday's menu for Saturday but we ended up having Mexican two nights in a row smh.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Know Your Role, Play Your Position
"Know your role and play your position."
I don't know if that was advice passed on to me from someone or if I came up with it myself. Either way, for as long as I can remember it's something that I've tried to apply to my relationships - romantic, platonic and familial. I think that life runs so much smoother when I know where I stand with someone and act accordingly and if I can't act within the confines of the role they'd like me to play, then it probably means it's time to bid that person farewell.
Todd and I had the roles and positions talk early on and were in agreement as to how things were supposed to work. And things went pretty smoothly. So when we got pregnant and made the decision to move in together, I wasn't worried. We knew were we stood with each other and we knew what the other expected.
I didn't anticipate how those roles and positions would change 1. once we moved in with each other and 2. once we added jobs and a child to the mix. It's amazing to me how much expectations and boundaries can change when you go from committed boyfriend/girlfriend to live-in boyfriend/girlfriend. Things that were acceptable in one arena are no longer considered okay. Expectations that didn't exist before, do now. We struggled (and are still struggling) with our new roles. If we didn't like the role we suddenly found ourselves in, we refused to play our position. It led to a lot of arguments and fights and just plain stubbornness (must be the Taurus part of our parents' genes coming out).
Over time, we realized that we didn't have very many options, so we started accepting our new roles and learned how to play the position. There are very many ways to play the same position, but only a few ways work for each individual and each team. We're learning the best way to play our position for what's in the best interest of our team. And in those areas where we know our role and play our position, life is so much simpler and easier. There's a lot less fights and we run like that well-oiled machine from early on in our relationship.
We still have a lot of kinks to work out and there will be new positions and plays added as our life together changes and additions are made to our family and other aspects of our life (social, work, etc.). But I'm confident that if we stay committed to learning what our role is in the midst of it all and playing our position, the correct one, then we can create an all-star team.
After all, you can't spell Todd, Taija, Temi, T-Time or team without a "T."
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
It’s About Time
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Monday, October 8, 2012
Friday, October 5, 2012
Daddy Say What?!?!
No Baby, you can't have any. This is mine. Get your own.
Talking to Temi while eating a crescent roll.
Thursday, October 4, 2012
She is Not Her Hair
Since she was a baby, Temi has liked to grab and hold stuff. When she was nursing, it was my fingers or my shirt. Sometimes if she's laying down she'll reach behind her for Todd. She's grabbed my lips, my chin. The first time her Nana kept her, she grabbed a huge chunk of her Nana's hair. Giving her determination to grab whatever was in reach, it should come as no surprise that she would grab her own hair.
Anyone that's been around her when she's upset or sleepy has witnessed the ferocity with which she moves her chubby hands to the top of her head, forms fists, then proceeds to pull away from her scalp. When she was little I would always find one or two strands of hair between her fingers, plastered to the side of her cheek. But I never thought anything of it.
I knew she liked to pull her hair, but I never saw chunks laying around. And I always attempted to distract her from her hair by holding her hand or soothing her. Apparently it didn't work.
*sigh*
Now my daughter has a huge bald spot in the top of her head. I can attempt to style around it, but it's still there. Staring me down everytime I comb her hair.
It makes me wanna cry. I know it's nothing I did. According to BabyCenter, it's something some kids do and eventually grow out of (their hair too). But it doesn't make me feel any less guilty or bad. It doesn't make me feel any less responsible.
This is the parenting stuff that everyone should warn you about. Not changing diapers. I expect to change diapers. I, however, do not expect to have to invest in Rogaine for toddler girls.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
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