Video Games and Kids Apparently Just Don't Mix

Maybe my household will never get this memo. Hopefully. When Temi was a few weeks old, she'd cry every time Todd played COD. Lately, he's been playing other games tho. I don't know if it's the games he's playing now or what, but she LOVES watching him play. Sometimes, she likes to "help" him beat his games. Hopefully, that will grow into some sort of valued Daddy/Daughter time instead of just another annoyance for Daddy. Cuz if I come home to find that Todd tied her up so he can shoot up some zombies with Phil and Jason.....yeah hopefully I never have to finish that sentence.


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Daycare :-/

This time next week, Temi will be in daycare. I'm full of mixed emotions as I count down the days. Since I decided to take the job, I've been tryna convince myself it's the right thing to do. Some days are more successful than others.

When it's all said and done, I know I'm making the right decision. But I still have fears. No one's gonna love her like I do or do for her what I will. And that's ok. And I know it doesn't make me a bad mommy, but sometimes I still mentally beat myself up over our decision.

So this week is gonna be hard. I want it to hurry up and be over with. I wanna get thru the first week of daycare already so I can reflect and say "It wasn't that bad at all. We can do this." But for now I'm just nervous. 

But at least I won't have to go thru this her first day of school. *looking on the bright side of things*